Suicide – I am there at that point of committing suicide and I know it is a very dark place with a man without a voice who needs help and no one will understand him except the one who has the same feelings, but what stops me from committing such a horrible act are those. reasons
1- selfishness
it is not a good reason but it is useful when dying and leaving the land of the living, I was assailed by too many ideas to stop committing suicide so in the midst of those ideas it turned out that I have to think about myself what a poor soul who feels agony for one of her pains, she thinks too much about others and wants to help them but she is helpless and that’s why she looks useless, which led her to become a brick in the structure of suicide and that is the description of my case of feeling useless but I saw the solution that can generally serve others, think of yourself, focus on her, give her what she wants, fulfill her wish by preventing her from giving up, if others are part of your pain, avoid them and face them, tell them to go away and that it is none of their business, they can only support and help, but if they are going to judge and add insult to injury so they are not needed.
2- Anti-Sadness
avoid every act that makes you sad because you have so much even if you like sad things like sad music, sad tv shows, sad movies, or anything that has the word sad next to it, it’s really a retreat and not here you do. I do not have to do the opposite, which is joy because it may not be useful for some people and if it is useful to try it because each human being is special in his own way, even in sadness and pain and how to get rid of those things. for example you may find one who wants to commit suicide because his love lifts him up and that is heavy for him so no matter what he will never find comfort in joyful things and the same for a useless jobless man like me so find out He splashes my suicidal friend
that everyone has a different solution to their own case with some similarities so avoid the sad stuff
3- Get to work
it’s a very efficient way because you’re drowning in the thoughts of dying and getting rid of that endless non-stop pain that refuses to stop and just go, here when you’re busy but just doing what you love, what you really love, like painting or singing . or writing such in my case, a new productive thought comes just from being busy, at that moment you forget your pain even for a while which saves you a long breath to go on living
4-keep crying
keep crying, let those sad emotions out in whatever way is necessary, speak or shout or cry if you let those negative feelings control you and shape your reality, they will lead you to one single idea “Die to get rid of infinite pain”, but when you talk about what you feel to someone who will understand you you can find a solution and if he didn’t understand you keep trying and tell someone else until you find the truth that will keep you alive so let the man inside the dying ask for help of those who will understand, I have that man in my “dying man” but he can’t speak because he had an idea that “no one will understand” so I start to talk a little about my problems then the notion of killing began to fade but it still exists, I hope to disappear soon.
5-may the good guy win
no matter what conflict you have inside between too many ideas let the good one with the good ideas you tend to win even if the world around you will burn just follow your heart because that area in your heart will feel peace and you will feel you want to be and stay forever, be selfish and stay in that place in your heart and building it up, make it big, make it take over your whole heart
6- religion
it’s forbidden to commit suicide in any religion so if you are a believer in any religion keep that notion for as long as it takes god loves humans and doesn’t like me to commit suicide no matter what the conditions because this life doesn’t deserve to be killed to leave like this, this life can be more one day and can find peace and a place where there is no pain, this life is not only yours, it belongs to many people who love it but don’t know how. to show his love, this life can save others and help others if he continues to live, that life can achieve more than the lives of others “you can’t kill a plant in the desert if it doesn’t rain” i speak to myself there is more in us that pain and despair, there is hope that feeling that things will get better anytime soon, so make this feeling grow, make it big
…As Leslie Uggams (the blind character from Deadpool 2) said
